Rake: A Novel by Scott Phillips
Author:Scott Phillips [Phillips, Scott]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
ISBN: 9781619022218
Publisher: Counterpoint
Published: 2013-06-01T00:00:00+00:00
JEUDI, DOUZE MAI
MY MOM WAS MARRIED FOR THE FIRST TIME at fourteen (illegally) and divorced at seventeen. She had got her GED and started college, an experiment that produced nothing but a second marriage, to the instructor of her freshman math course, which itself was the result of a pregnancy that began in the classic American manner, in the backseat of a Thunderbird. My father, with whom I maintained sporadic contact until his death, was overjoyed at the prospect of a child, but my mother didnât take to it. She found that what she liked was drinking and other fellows and, after the unpleasant surprise of my arrival, birth control. I do have one sister, fifteen years my junior, from my motherâs third marriage and brief flirtation with sobriety and Christianity; my stepfather, a good and honest if somewhat stern Kentuckian, suffered through five years of her antics before divorcing her. Iâm in somewhat spotty contact with him and my sister, though whether my mother is still among the living is a matter of some indifference to me.
Anyway, my discovery after my discharge that acting was something I was good at and that women liked was probably what saved me from a life of brawling and petty criminality. All that anger gets wrapped up in the preparation and chucked out in the performance. An art therapist once told me that all art is art therapy.
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I was in bed telling all this to Esmée the next night. Iâd spent the day wondering about the girl under the bridge and was rewarded in the late afternoon with an account on the Libération website about a group of young people who claimed theyâd been beaten up by Dr. Crandall Taylor from the television. Two of them had been hospitalized; there was no mention of a third, which either meant that the first boy hadnât been hurt very badly or that the one Iâd tossed into the Seine had floated away. There was no mention of the girlâs being pregnant, which presumably meant she hadnât miscarried. My feelings were mixed there, but Iâm not the Pope and it wasnât my business to go around deciding who could or couldnât reproduce.
Esmée had shown up around seven, and we spent some time looking at the artwork before surrendering to the bedroomâs pull. When we were done I asked where the money had come from to buy all that artwork.
âSome of itâs mine, from modeling.â
âYou earned enough modeling to buy a Picasso?â
âPlease, itâs a little drawing.â
âTheyâre not giving those little drawings away. What does Claude do for a living, anyway?â
This was the moment of truth. I didnât care if it was true or not, I just wanted to see if sheâd tell me.
âHeâs in the import-export trade.â
âWhere is he now?â I was thinking North Korea or Iran, or maybe Pakistan or Israel.
âI donât know. He doesnât tell me where he goes. Anyway, he wonât be back for a week.â
âWould he kill me if he knew?â
She snorted. âDonât be melodramatic.
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